About me:
My name is Dorijan Nuaj, born in 1971 in the Balkans. I hold a Master’s degree in Sociology and have been a long-time practitioner and theorist of the occult. On this blog, I present my research, experiences, thoughts, and ideas regarding esotericism, religion, mythology, mysticism, occultism, and history.
Consequently, this blog is not intended for a general audience or for those comfortable with mediocrity; rather, it is meant for individuals who have already substantially shaped their own understanding, knowledge, and experience of the esoteric and spiritual realms. I primarily express personal opinions and stances on the topics I cover. Keep in mind, therefore, that I am not objective—I am deeply subjective. However, I consider this the most effective way to convey my insights, as they are refined through the filter of personal experience.
If you have an intriguing proposal or idea, feel free to reach out to me at bafomitras@gmail.com. I do not respond to vague messages or ambiguous inquiries.
A Note on Perspective
I would also like to emphasize that some people find my personality challenging because I do not possess rigid or unyielding beliefs, a fixed identity, or static viewpoints. In my nature, much is fluid, existing in nuances and persistent ambiguities. I appear indeterminate to those who hold rigid, one-sided worldviews. One might get the impression that I constantly shift sides, commitments, and perspectives.
In truth, within my perception and approach, certain core elements remain consistent; yet even these are not sharply defined—they seem to emerge from misty edges. My personality is not a solid structure, but rather akin to a sand dune: ever-shifting, elusive, yet undeniably present. It has dimensions, it has mass—sometimes hollow, sometimes filled to capacity...
Dorijan Nuaj
A list of posts published on my blog with short descriptions:
History of Occult:
A study of Casanova as an overlooked esoteric thinker whose visions of the Inner Earth, hidden masters, and occult Venice anticipated later currents of Theosophy, Lovecraftian fiction, and modern esotericism.
Structural Deformation of Kabbalah: From the Ontology of Emanation to Cosmic Psychology
An analysis of the difference between traditional Kabbalah and its modern occult reinterpretation, focusing on the shift from ontology to technique.
A historical and philosophical study of how Lurianic Kabbalah was reinterpreted by Western esotericism, from Pico and Reuchlin to Theosophy, Jung, and the New Age movement.
Infernal: general nocturnal, infernal, and chthonic themes
An exploration of the pre-Christian roots of Lucifer through the figures of Phaethon, Etana, Nimrod, Bellerophon, and the ancient myth of the fallen bringer of light.
Vassago: The Demon in the Mirror
An autobiographical and esoteric reflection on lucid dreams, mirrors, spirits of the dead, and the appearance of Vassago as a guardian of hidden thresholds.
The Two-Headed Dog Orthrus: Sexual Symbolism of Seth and the Mysteries of Scorpio
A study of the two-headed dog Orthrus, the mysteries of Scorpio, and the sexual symbolism associated with Seth and transformative power.
Discordia – Daughter of the Goddess of Night
An exploration of Discordia as a primordial force of chaos, dissolution, and transformation. The essay examines her mythological roots, relationship to Eris, and modern revival through Discordianism and Chaos Magic.
Kabbalah, magical theory, alphanumeric systems, numerology
Behenian Stars and Geomantic Figures
A study of the hidden relationship between the 15 Behenian Stars and the 16 geomantic figures. The article proposes a mathematical and astromagical framework linking celestial and terrestrial forces.
Ideology of Tarot:
development of the occult ideology of tarot, and interpretation of the symbolism of the arcana
Cultural and Historical Context of Modern Occult Tarot
This post rejects the Egyptian and Atlantean myths and returns the cards to their true setting: the allegorical processions and Mystery Plays of medieval Europe, the Trionfi of Petrarch, the mnemonic disciplines of the Renaissance, and the organic, hierarchical cosmos of Hermeticism and Neoplatonism. It then traces how that world was lost, and how eighteenth- and nineteenth-century occultists filled the void with Egyptomania and Kabbalistic correspondences. Essential reading if you want to understand what the Tarot was before it became "occult."
From Tarot to the Book of Thoth: A Brief Overview
A historical and ideological study of Tarot, tracing its transformation from a Renaissance visual mnemonic system into the occult Book of Thoth of modern esoteric tradition.
The Divine Revolution of Catastrophe as an Operational and Philosophical Antinomial Concept
Mythic Prehistoric Solar Land and the Rise of the Lunar Powers
An examination of the symbolic transition from a mythic solar age to the lunar world of time, death, fate, and historical humanity, drawing upon Eliade, Evola, mythology, and esoteric anthropology.
The End of History: Family, Power, and Transhumanism
An examination of the symbolic transition from a mythic solar age to the lunar world of time, death, fate, and historical humanity, drawing upon Eliade, Evola, mythology, and esoteric anthropology.
Infiltration: The Revolutionary Method
An introduction to one of the central ideas of the Divine Revolution of Catastrophe: the conquest of evil through infiltration, self-mastery, and the transformative encounter with radical negation.
Radical Evil in the Service of the Divine Revolution of Catastrophe
A study of radical evil, revolutionary transformation, and the paradoxical role of destruction in spiritual evolution.
The Pact with the Devil as an Initiatory Vow: The Paradox of Alliance with the Forces of Chaos
A reinterpretation of the Faustian pact as a path of radical initiation. The Devil is presented not as a theological figure but as a symbol of Chaos, discipline, and inner sovereignty.
The Baphomet Formula, Cthulhu as the God of Revolution
An examination of Baphomet, Solve et Coagula, and the symbolism of messianic incubation. The essay connects Tarot, Kabbalah, and the archetype of the Black Mummy within the Divine Revolution.
The Magical Current of the Divine Revolution of Catastrophe
An analysis of the initiatory structure and occult dynamics of the Divine Revolution. The text introduces its operative, prophetic, and transcendent dimensions.
The Camps of Humanity and the Divine Revolution in the Age of Aquarius
A metaphysical model dividing humanity into Divine, Diabolical, and Neutral camps. The essay explores spiritual conflict and transformation in the emerging Age of Aquarius.
An esoteric interpretation of modern civilization through the symbols of Apollo. The article examines modernity, apocalypse, and the emergence of extra-systemic forces.
Awakening from the Matrix: Free Will, Systemic Control, and Revolution
A philosophical and esoteric reading of The Matrix. The text explores free will, systemic control, and the possibility of revolutionary awakening.
Profile of the Aspirant of the Divine Revolution of Catastrophe
A portrait of the ideal revolutionary aspirant. The chapter outlines the psychological, ethical, and spiritual qualities required for the path.
Introduction to the Doctrine of the Divine Revolution of Catastrophe
An introduction to the core ideas of the Divine Revolution of Catastrophe. The text presents its philosophical foundations and vision of spiritual transformation.
Cosmology: Entropy, Darkness, and the Divine Revolution of Catastrophe
A cosmological framework centered on entropy, darkness, and metaphysical decline. The essay establishes the ontological foundations of the Divine Revolution.
